They show me I'm not alone.
They've taught me a lot of things.
Basically, they've opened my eyes. Though they have challenged me of my innocence, it assured me that I do in fact choose to be the way I am, and so it does not make me any less despite the things that are out there. The things that are out there will not change. The haters, all the wrong things, the craziness and the pain we feel everyday. They do not go away. But we can face it.
I'm not alone.
Though maybe not as vulgar :P
And there is still so much prettiness out there.
And there are beautiful people, underneath the mess that they choose not to hide.
People on tumblr don't do selective information.
That's really scary sometimes.
I do like a bit of discretion. Or maybe just a little bit of cryptic-ism. But sometimes, the beauty of honest shines through beyond all that.
oh god i hate the world today
Or like this girl. http://swall0wed.tumblr.com/
She has lots of haters, and she's a bit vulgar, she's a lesbian and the drama is endless, but not in a bad way!
Because of tumblr. it seems almost like I know her from the sidelines. Which is crazy.
Today, she told a story of her first serious relationship. It was with boy. So someone dropped in her askbox asking her whether she liked boys or girls, and she said: i like people.
Besides, the story was a beautiful one, to me.
The people who face who they are, they inspire me, no matter how they do it.
And what about the things that make me giggle?
I'm just trying to be happy.
If colors, food, Disney and photograph is what it takes?
I may be just distracting myself.
'Cuz I can't sleep forever. And I've lost the drive in me.
Looking for that feeling.
High up in the air again.
Don't wanna lose it.
I'm not crazy.
Yet.
Just a little unhappy.
Sometimes.
:)
Food blogs:
- http://foodforfatties.tumblr.com/
- http://gastrogirl.tumblr.com/
- http://prettygirlfood.com
- http://ffoodd.tumblr.com/
- http://yummy-ness.tumblr.com/
Personal (picture) blogs:
- http://tearingdownthestars-.tumblr.com/
- http://iloveyourperfume.tumblr.com/
- http://poeticheartache.tumblr.com/
- http://mondaymonday.tumblr.com/
There's so much more. But these are some.
Okay, distracted.
My first proper dinner in daayyss.
Cincao ciao yoo.
(y'll never guess who taught me that one)