Relapse.

I didn't sleep well last night. And I woke up with this heavy feeling in my chest, like I'd been crying last night. But I haven't. So that was strange. Maybe I just couldn't breathe 'cuz of the small cold I caught. Though I.. well, I suppose I wasn't doing so well last night after what I didn't want to see.

Today, I realized, my forearms, which Adeline talked me into shaving, are now.. hairier than ever. EEEEE. There's this comparison between my upper arm and my forearm -- hairy, not hairy, hairy, not hairy. RAWWWRRR. I don't see the point of doing it just 'cuz someone else wants me to. I've always been this type of person. And I've offended a lot of people by refusing to follow through, but I think that I'm not wrong. I like to be on my own pace, not that I dislike following suggestions, but of course, I don't like falling to pressure. Goodness. I just feel like when something goes wrong, the only person I want to have to blame would be myself. Which is like.. masochism or something. It would be nice to have someone else to be responsible.. but I feel like, when you point your fingers at someone else, it makes you a huge chunk of JERK. It's that feeling I get if I ever come close to blame anyone else. Anyway, off topic. :P

Umm. So. I fell asleep 3 times in Bio, since I kept being woke up, you know. Then.. errrrrrr, yeah. OH. Intan came into the class when she kne rasuk. Nabilah flipped out and cried :O I didn't even realize what was going on, even when I heard Intan's voice, until everyone around me cleared out and squished to the edges of the class and I was left sitting there at my seat and she walked right past me. And I was like ._. what? HAHA. YY and I were making up theories of why she came into the class. My favorite story was the YY came up with, about her coming into the class and seeing how crazy we were and that's why she was screaming after she got out. Hehe.

OOHHH! I wrote a song! :DD The Fish-fish Song it's called :)

I like my fish steamed

I like my fish fried

I like my fish sour

I like my fish-fish!

I like my fish sweet

I like my wish in curry

I like sushi

I like my fish-fish!

The sushi line was contributed by YY :) I started singing it in Chem, so I decided to write/draw it down. Chem class is like art class, teeheeee. I ruined YY and Hani's SuperScores :D

I'm supposed to go out and jog later, but I'm so tired laarrhhhhh.

Watching Castle right now. And tumblring.

Not ready to talk about crud.

Temporary relapse je larhhh.

RANDOM MOMENTYEAH!

Quote from Desperate Housewives:

"It is in our nature to judge the people around us. If they ignore our wishes, we believe that they are disrespectful. If they don't watch their children, we conclude they are unfit parents. If we catch them cheating, we assume we know their reasons. But what happens when we finally stop for a moment to judge our own lives? It can be painful to step back and see what we've been doing, and even more painful to realize, we have no intention of stopping."

I love this redhead sweetheart :)

Anyway, make sure you stay tuned to my tumblr :)

Love all,

JY