I should be studying. But it's Physics Actually scratch that -- but I'm a lazy bum. :3 I definitely have not covered everything but I just don't caaareeee.
Tomorrow, I'll be staying back to help out with the choir because, I'll be honest, I just love it very, very much even though almost everybody I've known to be in the choir has left the choir since we're all in our SPM year and all that nonsense. But it was something YY and I tried at, and we were surprised to see that it hadn't died as soon as we cut out of it. YY thinks that it won't last. I agreed, but didn't tell her that I had hoped otherwise. They'll be singing The Climb and Gemuruh. I think I know the songs well enough... I hope I don't mess up tomorrow -- that'd be beyond embarrassing --
Speaking of which! Somehow, after a year, random people are popping up and somewhat calling me "the Impossible girl" and yeah, I get where that came from but that just has a very bad ring to it, honestly hahahaha.
So anyway, this is it. Convo. Hmm.
I feel the need to express my love to everybody asdghlkjdasl -- that's difficult.
As far as I'm concerned, high school, sure, yeah, everybody's gonna tell you it's hell, and sometimes it is, but -- as far as I'm concerned, I would've gotten where I've gotten nowhere else.
It's those big what-ifs, that are better off, meant to be, unanswered.
These people -- friends, classmates, acquaintances, people I used to know, people I half-know, people who love and broke and cared for me, people who took the time to know me, people who just couldn't care less, people who are just there in the big picture, just, people. They made all the difference.
They are the artists, to this little picture, steadily being painted, passed down hand by hand.
Such complexity. It is beauty.
Maybe not to you, but.. you know, somebody.
