I went to tuition feeling comfortable in my own skin and damn it all, I could not stop smiling. I looked like a crazy person. Luckily, hopefully, no one noticed. It was just J-Han and Toh in the bus and Toh was asleep.
Then I saw everyone when I got there and jumped on them, pretty much, YY, Nurin and Hani, I mean. Mujeeb was being a dork, aaggghh, such an adorable dork (everyone knows I'd been ignoring him since Saturday). Luqman got squished by me. Then Mujeeb started singing and I ran away and he pulled my arm and I had a cramp and was flipping out so YY who was completely befuddled by the fact that I can have an arm cramp massaged it. And I have no idea why but Nisa ran into me and then someone else knocked me and I almost tripped and fell flat on my face and I was just crying, "WHY IS EVERYBODY HURTING ME?"
I sat at the back of the class as usual but YY and Nurin joined myself and Khoo this time. I was angry and tired during Physics class.
After that, we stayed back and had dinner, with J-Han and YY mainly, 'cuz Vikram and Pheng Hooi came after. Then the three of us went to 7-E to get YY her top-up and chewing gum. And we came home. On the bus, I was texting Hani and Facia, and Adrian texted me too. Facia was sad so she could come over when I'm home. I texted Mujeeb when I almost reached saying that I would forgive him if he picked me up at the bus stop, because it was dark and I hated walking down the flat across the balai polis since I was stalked once right there.
But there was no one there, so I thought, ehh, xpelah, jalan kaki. So apparently, he called me, 'cuz I checked later, there were 2 missed calls. And he came when I was almost home and I didn't really know how to react to that because to be honest, it was a joke. So I shouted at him, "LEWAT!" And he said at least he was here. And we went on to bicker until I got on his bike. Then he passed right by my house, saying "Ehh, tu rumah JY ke?" and we spun half a round before he slowed down in front of my house and asked, "Nak balek x?" And I said "No," and he was like huh, but he almost took off again but I told him I was joking.
I texted Facia telling her to give me a while 'cuz I had to clean up. Then texted her again so she could come over. She came to talk to me about a lot of things, friends mainly. And because I have been in a blissful state of happiness, there was a profound feeling beyond all that, I barely sounded like myself. But I knew what I was talking about, what type of advice I was giving her, because God forbid it be true but I have gone through all these things more times than I care to count. She almost cried. But it was a good kind, you know? When you allow someone to realize important lessons of life. But we started recounting on other things that involve my person emotions and I got really angry and bitter and tired, so she tried cheering me up instead. But honestly, she's just as easily distracted as Hani, hahaha. But in the end, I was sort of okay. God forbid I let moronic, unworthy things bring me down.
After Facia went home, I went to bed eventually.
And that was what happened yesterday.
