So you ask, "What changed?"

I did.

"Why did you change?"

Because it hurt not to.

Yeah, I still cry, I still can't sleep some nights, can't get up some days. But I guess I know now. What the rest of this is about.

There's no hate in me. But that's just it. Nobody realizes this, but I've haven't got a lot to lose. I've got nothing left to lose.