Sunday, March 06, 2011

The only thing I have left about me is..? ;)

I have days where I have to plead myself to open my eyes. Because I know I could stay in bed forever.

But good morning, here I am again :)

When all else fails, all my pressure relievers weren't working, you eat. And eat. And eat. Until you feel bloated, but keep eating. It doesn't satisfy you, but you don't even want to care if you get fat tomorrow. Just eat. You pretend like you're drowning and "live through it" (That's a joke, I was just in the bath tub). Last night was the first time I've seriously thought of throwing up, because of how horrible I felt after eating so much. Bulimia. I was in bed at the time, and I felt the pull towards the toilet. I just told myself to go to sleep.


But right now I just want food :O
My doggy is a piggie too. Suka je tidur. :P

Love all,
JY